Sunday, November 15, 2009

Happy Birthday, My Beloved...

My Beloved,

Happy Birthday my Beautiful Love. Today, you are in Paradise and celebrating with Jesus. I am so grateful to know that. I anxiously wait for the day that I will see you again. I miss you so much my precious baby.

You told me to be happy; to think good thoughts, and while I know I told you that I would do those things...I am trying...but the "happy" part hasn't come yet. There is a joy in knowing that you are with our Savior, but there is a deep sadness in my heart because you are not here with me. I don't want to say that I wish you were here...because that is not so...I would never want to rob you of the glory of God. I am so excited that you get to see Jesus face-to-face everyday...I guess I'm just wishing that you would send me that proverbial post card that says, "Wish you were here..." but one day, that will come. I will wait for that day.

So, on this day, know that I am thinking of you every moment and thanking God that you are still and always will be, my Beloved.

Happy Birthday, Baby. Sending ALL of my love your way.

Your Sunshine


Arlene (AJ) said...

Jamie, whenever it is the birthday of a loved one who's in Gods care now, I always light a candle at church and at home for them on their special day. Brings me comfort, might also for you dear. It will take a while before you will find happy and comfort in your heart, but one day it will come. Bless you.

That corgi :) said...

Happy Birthday Jay!