Sunday, November 15, 2009

Happy Birthday, My Beloved...


My Beloved,


Happy Birthday my Beautiful Love. Today, you are in Paradise and celebrating with Jesus. I am so grateful to know that. I anxiously wait for the day that I will see you again. I miss you so much my precious baby.


You told me to be happy; to think good thoughts, and while I know I told you that I would do those things...I am trying...but the "happy" part hasn't come yet. There is a joy in knowing that you are with our Savior, but there is a deep sadness in my heart because you are not here with me. I don't want to say that I wish you were here...because that is not so...I would never want to rob you of the glory of God. I am so excited that you get to see Jesus face-to-face everyday...I guess I'm just wishing that you would send me that proverbial post card that says, "Wish you were here..." but one day, that will come. I will wait for that day.


So, on this day, know that I am thinking of you every moment and thanking God that you are still and always will be, my Beloved.


Happy Birthday, Baby. Sending ALL of my love your way.


Your Sunshine

2 comments:

Arlene (AJ) said...

Jamie, whenever it is the birthday of a loved one who's in Gods care now, I always light a candle at church and at home for them on their special day. Brings me comfort, might also for you dear. It will take a while before you will find happy and comfort in your heart, but one day it will come. Bless you.

betty said...

Happy Birthday Jay!

(((Jamie)))

betty